This woman was the major inspiration for my exposition of TBN's , and all of television's occultism . All who met her recognized her honesty and kindness . Perhaps it is just as well she has preceded me in death , needing to no longer endure the continual harassment and threats that plague me for the work she inspired . Her earthly name was Toni , but I have no idea what her new name will be after God casts unrepentant TBN associates and rebellious others like them away , never to be remembered by those obedient to Christ . I will then view her as a sister and remain her great friend for eternity . She was one of the greatest gifts God ever gave me .